Pills are not the best solution to problems, it's like recommending taking up smoking to lose weight - it works but you'll run into other problems later. Both of those issues are personal and very difficult to manage, but as always hit me up if you want to chat and get some stuff of your chest <3

Praise-the-sun wrote:hey whats up. i havent been online in ages. Man its really bizarre really. Iv changed so much. How are things here?

How have you changed?

Fexelea wrote:Pills are not the best solution to problems, it's like recommending taking up smoking to lose weight - it works but you'll run into other problems later. Both of those issues are personal and very difficult to manage, but as always hit me up if you want to chat and get some stuff of your chest <3

Oh for sure. I don't want to be dependent on any medication. It would just be nice to have a magical pill that takes it all away.

I am indeed losing friends more quickly than losing the days I live through. I do not share thoughts with friends to tell the truth. And my emotionless face drives them away like a plague. I understand them. Sun will set. Rain will fall. The felled petals shan't hear my call.

i haven't had any friends since middle school. what's your aesthetic sense?

My Aesthetic Sense? What is that?

"relating to the philosophy of aesthetics; concerned with notions such as the beautiful and the ugly. relating to the science of aesthetics; concerned with the study of the mind and emotions in relation to the sense of beauty. having a sense of the beautiful; characterized by a love of beauty."
beauty isn't a perfect word but you can gleam most of the meaning from the given definition.

Is it the same as "what I find beautiful?"

ElCazador wrote:Is it the same as "what I find beautiful?"

beautiful/desirable as it applies to general existence.

Death, nature, the hypnotic stars in the night.