So wait... if you wanna get your estus maxed out you need to become a murderer, to the innocent just to max it out?
If that is the case it's not worth it for me. I'm not a psychopath that just likes to get stronger by Slaughter the only Innocent people around me.
I am trying to help them not to become a monster that is close to resemble the mindless hollows all around the land, attacking anything they see that isn't hollow.
I go rather ng+ and get the souls again than to become a monster to make myself maxed out of estus.
I only killed the basterd that killed the firekeeper in firelink shrine, just so i can revive her again.
Is there literally no other fire keeper souls in the land to get without having to become a murderer to the innocent?